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Post by AnnahBella Jones on Aug 25, 2010 10:18:46 GMT -6
Dear Journal, Today has been a good day thus far. It seems that every morning I look out my window its raining. I wonder what that has to do with what goes on. Family is fighting as normal. I just want to get away but I know I can't run from my problems. I tried that before and it didn't work. Dad and I are closer. Its a good thing. But I'm wondering why it took this long. I mean I had to move and he started talking to me every day. Thats not what family does. We are family. My friends and I miss eachother. Micheal and I broke up. Jayden and I are still close but he is having issues with his boyfriend so he runs to me for help. Nicole and Josh are doing fine still. Thats a good thing. Megan and Jordan are still going strong. And its been nearly 5 years...maybe more. I don't keep track anymore lol Its hard finding a job around her. But I try my hardest. I can't go to school until I have lived in FL for at least a year. Oooh! Gran has promised me I get to go to Cali for my 21st bday! I can't wait! We aren't sure where we will be going but it will be fun. Maybe Uo and Hana will be able to come with me. It would be amazing. But then again Uo (aka Megan) aren't as close as we use to be. It bothers me but I'm not going to let that bring me down. I still know no one in this state. I met a girl and we talk but we never hang out. Coco is piled in homework so I can't talk to her much. My site has started to loose people. But I'm not going to delete it or anything. That would just be crazy. Well I'm done for today. I shall post again if needed. Love you.. xoxo Bella
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Post by AnnahBella Jones on Aug 28, 2010 17:04:45 GMT -6
I'm so done with it all!
I'm soo sick of people acting like if I slip up, its the end. People make mistakes! Its what we do. And I know that. I've lived 19 years knowing that! Its just it bothers me....on to more events. I went to see the Doctor again today. Guess what! They are putting me on more pills! YAY freaking me! NOT! I just wish I was normal but I know I have to deal with this for the illnesses for the rest of my life.
I such as making friends down here. People just aren't as friendly as back in Ohio. Maybe its the heat. I think it makes people angry. Who knows....I found a Hermit Crab today! I got to take it home! I hope he doesn't die. He isn't use to this. We saw a bunch of small land crabs. I picked one up and it attacked me! i threw it and then picked it up again. I felt bad. I took him home because is Eye is hurt.
Did you know when they switch shells, their eyes or some other body parts can grow back? I had no clue! Well I have other sites to jump to. Bye bye for now.
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